Monday, March 05, 2007
Gosh it will be nice when I even out a bit, still the ups and downs are around. It does not take much to put me on the pitty pot, even when I know in the end everything will as always be okay (except the end result with John, that sure did throw me for a loop). I do have so many good things that happen, do not want anyone to think that my life is all bad because it is mostly all good, really.
On John's birthday I finally decided to give up the couple cigarettes a day I was smoking in the garage. Even writing this I sure do miss them and cannot promise I will forever stop, but when I do try and talk myself into just one more I have been chanting: John, John, John to give me the courage and strength to go yet another day.
On John's birthday I finally decided to give up the couple cigarettes a day I was smoking in the garage. Even writing this I sure do miss them and cannot promise I will forever stop, but when I do try and talk myself into just one more I have been chanting: John, John, John to give me the courage and strength to go yet another day.
Gosh it will be nice when I even out a bit, still the ups and downs are around. It does not take much to put me on the pitty pot, even when I know in the end everything will as always be okay (except the end result with John, that sure did throw me for a loop). I do have so many good things that happen, do want anyone to think that my life is all bad because it is mostly all good, really.
On John's birthday I finally decided to give up the couple cigarettes a day I was smoking in the garage. Even writing this I sure do miss them and cannot promise I will forever stop, but when I do try and talk myself into just one more I have been chanting: John, John, John to give me the courage and strength to go yet another day.
On John's birthday I finally decided to give up the couple cigarettes a day I was smoking in the garage. Even writing this I sure do miss them and cannot promise I will forever stop, but when I do try and talk myself into just one more I have been chanting: John, John, John to give me the courage and strength to go yet another day.
