Friday, March 11, 2005
Woke up this morning with tortured thoughts. I keep wondering when will I be able to stop replaying John's last night and if I gave up on him. Since John died I have found some solice in getting up and reading the bible, but then often I think if only I'd been faithful in some other way. I don't even remember praying that night, I was focused on helping stop bleeding and breathing. If only...
Woke up this morning with tortured thoughts. I keep wondering when will I be able to stop replaying John's last night and if I gave up on him. Since John died I have found some solice in getting up and reading the bible, but then often I think if only I'd been faithful in some other way. I don't even remember praying that night, I was focused on helping stop bleeding and breathing. If only...
